no. 2 (Deity)
wassup~ how y’all been? i’ve been feeling really inspired lately :) even though some things didn’t go as initially planned for me creatively, it allowed space for a different priority to finally shine! i am really glad to share Deity with you all~
Deity is about loving someone so much, because they treat you and love you so well, that you want to worship them. everything is all about them in this moment. it does have sexual connotations, and a lot of my future work will also have these elements as i love exploring intimacy in these intuitively artistic ways, but i feel this can resonate even without the sexual innuendos. i have had this written and almost-ready for years now, just needed to figure out a good way to express and share it when the time was right. this piece is very important to me as it’s a love, a connection, a soul bond that i deeply crave to experience, but have yet to find. however, know i will find it with who i’m supposed to one day :) i like to think i’m a ‘hopeful romantic’ and not a ‘hopeless’ one. affirmations make a difference!
i am so glad to have created this naked series, as it has really allowed me to see and witness for myself that there are no real obstacles in the way of expressing yourself in a way you desire. you just have to do it, and sometimes, create your own way of doing it. so, i hope that Deity inspires you, helps you tap into your own intimate needs and energy, to not settle for anything or anyone, and believe that you deserve to give yourself the the world and that you’ll find someone who’ll want to do the same~
lyrics to Deity:
my one and only deity
i love giving you all of me
i’m enchanted by your energy
we’re aligned with such great synergy
loving you is so habitual
loving you is my most treasured ritual
nothing else comes to me this naturally
from you i get my vitality
let me worship this temple of yours
let me be your offering
we could really grow into something beautiful
with your seeds i'm watering, yeah
my one and only deity
i love giving you all of me
i’m enchanted by your energy
we’re aligned with such great synergy
no matter how many times
each moment is never any less divine
the honor is mine
together we see the light
in my world you belong to only me
i know greed is a sin but, will you forgive me?
my devotion is infinite
the way you bless me is so magnificent
how could something so sinful be so holy?
i feel like i’m in heaven with you only
i want to surrender myself all to you
my love, you own me
my one and only deity
i love giving you all of me
i’m enchanted by your energy
we’re aligned with such great synergy
no matter how many times
each moment is never any less divine
the honor is mine
together we see the light
listen to Deity here: youtube | soundcloud
enjoy,
BELİNAY